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7 years

Dear Blog,

7 years passing so fast. Reminding me what i said to her

"We've met after 7 years. and if we continue fight today. It will be 7 years again to meet you".

Malam ni aku beli bluetooth player from Evelyn, she said i can meet her at the cafe from noon to night somewhere at IJM. Sebelum arrive there, i grab myphone and scroll for the good beverage. I click Honey Lemon Ice and confirm pick up time.

Setibanya di kafe aku pun pick up la minuman. Cute la plastic bottle dia resemble like this chinese girl who sat up behind the counter. She give me the drinks, and I said is you Evelyn? and she say yes. Aku pun introduce diri aku Zan dan buat sikit body language then she anguk2 and give me a cute bunny plastic bag. "Saya try dulu di kereta ya" aku bilang and then she say okay.

After setup that player and berjaya test handsfree call baru aku whatsapp Eve. Say cool and thanks. Aku pun drive la balik. Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku tergerak pula mau cuba pasang Youtube tengok boleh link atau tidak. Aku pun cari la tempat park yang terdekat, and accidentally parking tempat aku dan dia lepak dulu, di bawah tiang lampu market terbesar di Sandakan sebelum wujudnya Mydin. 


Habis park aku pun on youtube dan tekan apa saja lagu yang ada di playlist like. Dang confession of a friend is playing. Tergamam membisu jugalah aku, feeling la sikit teringat memori nan lalu. Masa drive balik tu aku jadinya teringat yang sudah masuk 7 tahun aku dan dia we dont talk anymore macam lagu Charlie ft Selena. Hard truth.


Last SMS yang aku treasure dan dapat dari dia ialah she miss me.






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