Nota Spontan

Flashback (In the car waiting other gfriend to join watching late night movie)  P : I'm worry Me : Why? P : You know the guy i tell you before, what if he come meet my family and propose me? Me : Why should you worry, is he a bad guy? P : No. He good to me and my family. Me : Your family know him? P : Yes, they have met before. My mother like him. Me : Then why you worry? If he is good to you and your family can accept him, then you can accept him too. P : Thanks (she say while her hands on my hands before she take away because her friends get in the car) As i typing this story again i recollect my feeling at that time. still same. i can't utter it. If my steering wheels can say something for me at that time because i grab it too hard with my both hands. After watching the movie while sending her friends home, Mungkin Nanti song by Peterpan playing on the radio. Me and her friends humming thru all the nights. Its one of the memory. My memory.

sandakan mandi 2 hari ni. hujan turun dengan lebat, kadang limpas, kadang renyai dan panas seketika. semenjak adanya bluetooth player aku guna sehabis baik. playlist diputar. lagu pura-pura lupa berkumandang. sesampai di rumah aku berbaring dan mendengarnya sekali lagi sebelum rasa mengantuk dibawa pergi oleh lena.  ada satu perasaan gementar seketika membuat perutku rasa cramp. aku berfikir kalau ada minuman yang aku ambil tadi pagi yang membuat anxiety aku datang lagi. tapi tiada. gagahkan diri juga melangkah ke tempat kerja. melakukan tugas seperti biasa, dan pada petang itu bertemu dengan dia, kertas yang dipegang bergegar pula sampai jatuh sekeping di lantai. "hai lama tak jumpa" sapaku sebenarnya rasa sudah pudar oleh masa dan aku rasa sekadar kebetulan.  aku kembali di tempat duduk, ketika melihat notifikasi mesej baru tanganku terscroll senarai kenalan, yang baru aku tambah di telefon bimbit. aku tidak tahu mengapa aku masih menyimpan nombornya mungkin ker...

  Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow, and they go so fast You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day, you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies But you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missing home Only know you love her when you let her go Staring at the ceiling in the dark Same old empty feeling in your heart 'Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fast Well, you see her when you fall asleep But never to touch and never to keep 'Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deep Well, you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when ...

Dear Blog, 7 years passing so fast. Reminding me what i said to her "We've met after 7 years. and if we continue fight today. It will be 7 years again to meet you". Malam ni aku beli bluetooth player from Evelyn, she said i can meet her at the cafe from noon to night somewhere at IJM. Sebelum arrive there, i grab myphone and scroll for the good beverage. I click Honey Lemon Ice and confirm pick up time. Setibanya di kafe aku pun pick up la minuman. Cute la plastic bottle dia resemble like this chinese girl who sat up behind the counter. She give me the drinks, and I said is you Evelyn? and she say yes. Aku pun introduce diri aku Zan dan buat sikit body language then she anguk2 and give me a cute bunny plastic bag. "Saya try dulu di kereta ya" aku bilang and then she say okay. After setup that player and berjaya test handsfree call baru aku whatsapp Eve. Say cool and thanks. Aku pun drive la balik. Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku tergerak pula mau cuba pasang Youtu...